When was your last break through?
You know what I am taking about…the last time you went “I get it.”
I finally understand why life has been this way for me and then you knew exactly what to do to change it.
I would wonder occasionally what the hangup was, why I felt stalled or mentally blocked.
It was almost like mediocrity absorbed me and I gave in.
In our Western culture we are seemingly predestined to believe that we aren’t that special, or we don’t have what it takes.
Yet something inside of us screams to be let out.
Recently I was called a liar, abruptly awakened to the fact that, I (my little human mind), didn’t know what I was talking about.
Everyone is special, unique and original, yes including me.
And how dare I talk about someone I loved so much that way, really, it was a wake up call for me.
The instinctive and creative mind that leads me to my dreams told my puny human thought mind to shut the hell up.
Enough of the BS that we have already dealt with, it thanked me for my two cents but told me to keep it.
Quite frankly, I was appalled.
But my Higher Mind was right and that’s why I’ve been feeling so bad.
The separation between what my “all knowing and all loving mind” feels for me and the “mean girls, bully me, little mind” says to me are completely out of alignment.
So, as hard as it is, it’s just a phase, but your feelings are your guide.
When you are feeling so bad, attempt to find strength in knowing it’s because you are loved so much, and right where you are, you just need to love you too.
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